Such Sad Sad day

today tonite, my nanny Gladys is dying they have taken the tube out of her and given up hope. i have no clue what to do except hope, pray and cry. i cry not because i want to but because im jealous of the angels that are taking her away from me and this world. i cry because i love her so much as if she were my real nan. i cry because i think of all the things which she wont get to see. im going to miss her sooo much i dont know what ill do. :'(