Lonely day

well today my best friend was meant to be coming over but she ditched me for her boyfriend.  of course as usual i spent the day txting dan. i still have no clue what to do i feel so useless i want to cry but stop myself , i feel so useless i want to go c her but i can and all i can do it sit around waiting for that horrible phone call im dreading it well im gonna go cos im crying again bye x